Inspiration-different

Music and Poetry is what drives me, it's what i call MY inspiration. Without music not just my life but life in general would be terrible and i don't know what i would do honestly. 24/7 i'm listenting, thinking, dreaming, singing and breathing music. It's what calms me down, what keeps me sane and what motivates me to be successful and it's my way to get certain things off my chest is by Rapping, Writing or listening to music. Depending on the mood i'm in is what i determine what to say and how i say things. Like for instance, a normal person could say, "i'll shoot you"..i would say.."i'll not only shoot u, but ya family too, then watch them bleed like SUWOO"..see, now that made you thing twice about it. I just love saying creative things that pop in my head, like for instance.."i'm no hero, no savior, no cape cruesador..i'm more of a villen..like darth vador"..get it? simple and easy, and ten times better than saying.."i'm a villen. "That's why i'm different, i think different, i intrepret things different and say what i want how i want...different!(:

Cry

had me convinced that i just wasnt enough

me and you fussin and fighten cussin all of that stuff

now i know that might've done you wrong

didnt know id pay so long till you did the same

i kno i done you wrong, i was makin it up to you

i aplogized in a million ways

but i thought that was that

but i guess you got me back

didn't know it'd be like that but you did the same

now we're caught in a circle, a constant battle

the day that you hurt me the clouds cast a Shadow

and i hope you're happy we're even now

so cry, baby, cry

let me see you cry, cry, cry

i need to see you cry, cry cry

until your tears run dry, dry dry

like the deserts need the rain

want ya tears to fall down on me

Lights Off

i'm sick and tired of bein sick and tired it's you that i'm missen
it's like my brain is wired up and there's a glich in my system
you're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itchin'
i'm in critical condition, someone let me outta this prison
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn that you are still my baby
i'm ona merry go around, goin around driven me crazy

that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned the lights off
wont somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
i wont take a step, i cant see what's cummin next
cause' losing you is like someone just turned all the lights off
i cant see at all (at all, at all, at all)
cant see at all (no, oh no)
cant see at all (at all)
cause it's just like somebody just turned all the lights off
i don't understand how one minute i had it all

now i cant reach you cause i'm tied up with this straight jacket on
i can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
i cant see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn you were still my baby
i'm ona merry go round, goin around it's driven me crazy
that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights offffff

drop the world

I seea I.V in my veins,
tears in my eyes,
hate in my heart,
your love on my mind
We've had a night full of pain,
days aren't the same,
you catch the sunrise..i'll catch the rain.
I search but cant find,
hurt but wont cry,
i work and forevor try,
but i'm cursed so nevermind,
and whats worse is better times
seem further and beyond.
Heaven gets higher..the more that i climb
the light gets smaller.. and i get bigga
tryna get into the gates...no room forea nigga
but, soon forea nigga it be on mu'fu*&a
cause' all this bullshhh done made me strong mu'fu*&a
so im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drop it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
bi*&h im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drpp it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
and i can die now rebirth muthafu*&a
hop up in my spaceship and leave earth muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
i'm gooooone....

hmm...

im just writing some blogs
im finally out the fog
leapin like a frog
im over this log
no need to brag
i rep the red flag
pickin up my feet.. i dont got time to drag
ha ha ha ha
now thats my laugh
higher than the kneck of a giraffe
this is on behalf
of all your staff
my eyes on the win like the last half
picasso paintings all in my head
i'm already ahead
ya heard what i said?
strong like led
if ur sick i'm dead
yabadabadoooooo.... like fred
like germs imma spread
you, you can just fled
needle and the thread
you are just toast, i'm fresh like bread
likes snakes i shed
all the bullshits off me
wilder than a banshee
wouldn't you agree?
i came out the debri
pulled out the inner me
never on my knees
always on my feet
who could disagree?
we was like pods in a pea
to my heart u had the key
but i hadda flee
cause me and u will never ever be
now i got three, ones named bre
she could be a one nighty or my wife-ey
but thats just the truth.. and i know it hurts
but i'm not dry and im out this desert
im not your dessert
this isnt what i deserve
imma make the turn
no more looking past the curve
thats my word
i'm fly like a brid
now thats absurd
is ur vision blurred?
bc what i preferred... never occured..
so now i deffer
to the second half
im feelin new like i stepped out the bath
or i stepped up to bat
my tires arent flat
a long road ahead.. thats a fact
we we're just abstract
never in tact
if u blocked i'd get sacked
u never had my back
this is how i react
i'm gone....and i'm never cummin back!

whats on my mind

yeah...so now i'm at beacon
but for what reason?
goin off cursin' now is that a reason?
but o well it's all good
clearin my thoughts i throw on my hood
sit here and think..damn what i do
i gotta fix this and thats what imma do
graduation is only 3 months away
believe me i'm taken it day by day
imma be okay just stay out my way
ill do this on my own i promise, ok?
anyway
it's a new day
imma start new u can recycle like rain
hide all the pain
now what i got to gain?
im real you're just a lame
now don't say my name
take my picture out the frame
cause baby i'm gone i'm tired of these games
i keep my head up, my eyes lookin forward
crooked lies the truth is always straightforward
but i dont care ill shake u off
u did this urself, so now get lost
jesus died on a cross
now thats on my neck
and yet
u still think u left me an emotional wreck?
u better get in check
i yell HIT THE DECK
ill be back in a sec
strive for my goal like david beck
now your just a spec
nothin but a blank check
pretty girl but her hearts ugly like shreck
im blind and deaf
to all this nonsence
all about a dolla...not cents
alotta time has been spent
ill still smell your sent
kept me intact like cement
but now i resent
we're a thing of the past
waiten for a new fish, i've already cast
my emotions you harrassed
left me outta gas
i still reached first...
your in last...
HA!

laugh poem

what makes me laugh
that u might ask
but let me add
that a laugh is a laugh
but a giggle is a giggle
and thats not in the middle
the middle is a tickle
just like the game of pickle
a laugh brings joy
like a boys new toy
friends with jokes
laughs like the pilsuburry boy is poked
comedy, silly faces, and not to mention smiles
thats what makes a laugh worth while
they say laughing is the best medicine
so i inject my sillyness like insulin
girls, boys, men and women
theres nothing like a laugh when your swimmin'
but this is the endin'
now it's a new beginnin'
a frown upside down is what i'm diggin'