whats on my mind

yeah...so now i'm at beacon
but for what reason?
goin off cursin' now is that a reason?
but o well it's all good
clearin my thoughts i throw on my hood
sit here and think..damn what i do
i gotta fix this and thats what imma do
graduation is only 3 months away
believe me i'm taken it day by day
imma be okay just stay out my way
ill do this on my own i promise, ok?
anyway
it's a new day
imma start new u can recycle like rain
hide all the pain
now what i got to gain?
im real you're just a lame
now don't say my name
take my picture out the frame
cause baby i'm gone i'm tired of these games
i keep my head up, my eyes lookin forward
crooked lies the truth is always straightforward
but i dont care ill shake u off
u did this urself, so now get lost
jesus died on a cross
now thats on my neck
and yet
u still think u left me an emotional wreck?
u better get in check
i yell HIT THE DECK
ill be back in a sec
strive for my goal like david beck
now your just a spec
nothin but a blank check
pretty girl but her hearts ugly like shreck
im blind and deaf
to all this nonsence
all about a dolla...not cents
alotta time has been spent
ill still smell your sent
kept me intact like cement
but now i resent
we're a thing of the past
waiten for a new fish, i've already cast
my emotions you harrassed
left me outta gas
i still reached first...
your in last...
HA!