last blog freestyle

U thought I wasn’t gunna speak my mind, I got the nine that’ll make ya teeth recline, It may be dark but the piece just shine, I’m waiten for my cheese like a pizza line..you cant miss the sign like a chick that’s fine.. bc that’s all mine, ..my right it’s divine, me I combine my rhymes like vine around a pine, it’s time to dine define decline and assign that throne is where I’ll die I’ll never resign.

Freestyle

See im the kid that everybody selpt on, but ill send these bullets str8 through your tefflon, now his chest gone, i’m the greatest around ..so who said the best gone?..billy the kid fast my guns drawn..i speak loud while u yawn..blast..the sun gone..it ranaway to the hills turn dusk till dawn.. all muscle with brawn..we mowed them like the lawn, I hadda save u shawn, cause if not then you gone..shawns my shotgun we’ve hadda lotta fun..he’s like my favorite son but he’s never seen the sun, but he’s the one.. I grab b4 I run.. even tho he weigh a ton.. there’s nothing he hasn’t done..layin hits on niggas like home runs, yeah ya loved ones, we just poke fun, yeah the fast one.. yeah we blast one…big hole in ya chest..pick up the crumbs

The world so cold

Alla My mistakes have never had excuses

I tell it like it is..and that’s what the truth is

Ill always be on top where the roof is

Just accept that my attitude it’s ruthless

I’m tired of the shit, I cant take this shit

Fuck that….no more excuses

I Hold my head high

I Look u in the eye, it’s all pride…no lie

Not scared to reply what’s on my mind

Like haters should go deaf and be blind

Haha, she say I’m so mean, I say then erase me get Mr. clean

Go ahead and don’t speak….What u really think that bothers me?

Yes I make these mistakes

They cause earthquakes

But I’m too 100..it’s hard to hit the breaks

You fakes…just listen to drake

stressed

When i'm stressed i like to write music, poetry or just go out and do something to get my mind off things, the worst thing to do when you're stressed and have alot on your mind is sit around and think about it.

Spring Break!

Let's just say my spring break was wild, crazy, rediculous

late march

it's late march
i'm on a march until my mouth is parched
the birds come out, the sun stay shinnen
now i kno it's that time to start grinden
he's a star u can't miss him shinen
im just here get all mine and
then some, leave bullets on the ground like chip crumbs
i'm not dumb, never been a bump
so keep to ya self or i can get to beatin like a drum
thats plain and simple
put the red beam to ur head like a pimple
stab knives in ya skin, simply dimples
i'm not lien this all from my brain
it's insane that the kids not the same
but ur right he's different, as different can be
just slip on ya shirt, ya arms in the T
cause even me has a hard time bein me
i'll never change, i'll stay like pine leaves
just give me one garantee
and just remember....always remember.....me

Coolest Technology

The coolest Technology i have by far is my ipod nano! Music is like my personal american express, i never leave home without it. With my ipod i have all my favorites on one device so any song that pops in my head i just click search and play it on my ipod. Whoever created this genious piece of technology deserves every penny because it is fantastically out of this world, crazy, amazing, awesome! Without my ipod i guess i'd just have a cd player or whatever but my ipod and ipod home and everything ipod is most definate the coolest and best IMO!

Inspiration-different

Music and Poetry is what drives me, it's what i call MY inspiration. Without music not just my life but life in general would be terrible and i don't know what i would do honestly. 24/7 i'm listenting, thinking, dreaming, singing and breathing music. It's what calms me down, what keeps me sane and what motivates me to be successful and it's my way to get certain things off my chest is by Rapping, Writing or listening to music. Depending on the mood i'm in is what i determine what to say and how i say things. Like for instance, a normal person could say, "i'll shoot you"..i would say.."i'll not only shoot u, but ya family too, then watch them bleed like SUWOO"..see, now that made you thing twice about it. I just love saying creative things that pop in my head, like for instance.."i'm no hero, no savior, no cape cruesador..i'm more of a villen..like darth vador"..get it? simple and easy, and ten times better than saying.."i'm a villen. "That's why i'm different, i think different, i intrepret things different and say what i want how i want...different!(:

Cry

had me convinced that i just wasnt enough

me and you fussin and fighten cussin all of that stuff

now i know that might've done you wrong

didnt know id pay so long till you did the same

i kno i done you wrong, i was makin it up to you

i aplogized in a million ways

but i thought that was that

but i guess you got me back

didn't know it'd be like that but you did the same

now we're caught in a circle, a constant battle

the day that you hurt me the clouds cast a Shadow

and i hope you're happy we're even now

so cry, baby, cry

let me see you cry, cry, cry

i need to see you cry, cry cry

until your tears run dry, dry dry

like the deserts need the rain

want ya tears to fall down on me

Lights Off

i'm sick and tired of bein sick and tired it's you that i'm missen
it's like my brain is wired up and there's a glich in my system
you're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itchin'
i'm in critical condition, someone let me outta this prison
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn that you are still my baby
i'm ona merry go around, goin around driven me crazy

that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned the lights off
wont somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
i wont take a step, i cant see what's cummin next
cause' losing you is like someone just turned all the lights off
i cant see at all (at all, at all, at all)
cant see at all (no, oh no)
cant see at all (at all)
cause it's just like somebody just turned all the lights off
i don't understand how one minute i had it all

now i cant reach you cause i'm tied up with this straight jacket on
i can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
i cant see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn you were still my baby
i'm ona merry go round, goin around it's driven me crazy
that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights offffff

drop the world

I seea I.V in my veins,
tears in my eyes,
hate in my heart,
your love on my mind
We've had a night full of pain,
days aren't the same,
you catch the sunrise..i'll catch the rain.
I search but cant find,
hurt but wont cry,
i work and forevor try,
but i'm cursed so nevermind,
and whats worse is better times
seem further and beyond.
Heaven gets higher..the more that i climb
the light gets smaller.. and i get bigga
tryna get into the gates...no room forea nigga
but, soon forea nigga it be on mu'fu*&a
cause' all this bullshhh done made me strong mu'fu*&a
so im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drop it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
bi*&h im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drpp it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
and i can die now rebirth muthafu*&a
hop up in my spaceship and leave earth muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
i'm gooooone....

hmm...

im just writing some blogs
im finally out the fog
leapin like a frog
im over this log
no need to brag
i rep the red flag
pickin up my feet.. i dont got time to drag
ha ha ha ha
now thats my laugh
higher than the kneck of a giraffe
this is on behalf
of all your staff
my eyes on the win like the last half
picasso paintings all in my head
i'm already ahead
ya heard what i said?
strong like led
if ur sick i'm dead
yabadabadoooooo.... like fred
like germs imma spread
you, you can just fled
needle and the thread
you are just toast, i'm fresh like bread
likes snakes i shed
all the bullshits off me
wilder than a banshee
wouldn't you agree?
i came out the debri
pulled out the inner me
never on my knees
always on my feet
who could disagree?
we was like pods in a pea
to my heart u had the key
but i hadda flee
cause me and u will never ever be
now i got three, ones named bre
she could be a one nighty or my wife-ey
but thats just the truth.. and i know it hurts
but i'm not dry and im out this desert
im not your dessert
this isnt what i deserve
imma make the turn
no more looking past the curve
thats my word
i'm fly like a brid
now thats absurd
is ur vision blurred?
bc what i preferred... never occured..
so now i deffer
to the second half
im feelin new like i stepped out the bath
or i stepped up to bat
my tires arent flat
a long road ahead.. thats a fact
we we're just abstract
never in tact
if u blocked i'd get sacked
u never had my back
this is how i react
i'm gone....and i'm never cummin back!

whats on my mind

yeah...so now i'm at beacon
but for what reason?
goin off cursin' now is that a reason?
but o well it's all good
clearin my thoughts i throw on my hood
sit here and think..damn what i do
i gotta fix this and thats what imma do
graduation is only 3 months away
believe me i'm taken it day by day
imma be okay just stay out my way
ill do this on my own i promise, ok?
anyway
it's a new day
imma start new u can recycle like rain
hide all the pain
now what i got to gain?
im real you're just a lame
now don't say my name
take my picture out the frame
cause baby i'm gone i'm tired of these games
i keep my head up, my eyes lookin forward
crooked lies the truth is always straightforward
but i dont care ill shake u off
u did this urself, so now get lost
jesus died on a cross
now thats on my neck
and yet
u still think u left me an emotional wreck?
u better get in check
i yell HIT THE DECK
ill be back in a sec
strive for my goal like david beck
now your just a spec
nothin but a blank check
pretty girl but her hearts ugly like shreck
im blind and deaf
to all this nonsence
all about a dolla...not cents
alotta time has been spent
ill still smell your sent
kept me intact like cement
but now i resent
we're a thing of the past
waiten for a new fish, i've already cast
my emotions you harrassed
left me outta gas
i still reached first...
your in last...
HA!

laugh poem

what makes me laugh
that u might ask
but let me add
that a laugh is a laugh
but a giggle is a giggle
and thats not in the middle
the middle is a tickle
just like the game of pickle
a laugh brings joy
like a boys new toy
friends with jokes
laughs like the pilsuburry boy is poked
comedy, silly faces, and not to mention smiles
thats what makes a laugh worth while
they say laughing is the best medicine
so i inject my sillyness like insulin
girls, boys, men and women
theres nothing like a laugh when your swimmin'
but this is the endin'
now it's a new beginnin'
a frown upside down is what i'm diggin'

summer poem

shall i compare you to a summer day
shake off the pretty buds of May
at the court ballin', i got a wet J
just lay with me everything will be ok
summer doesn't last nearly enough
the cool calm winds always bring storms that are rough
passin planets just take another puff
hot summer work days will make a man tough
the beauty of the colors and the golden sun
being able to just go on a shirtless run
theres nothing about summer i want undone

me and...

Up in the studio me and my drank..please let me be and let me do my thang..thinkin about a certain..certain somebody, that perfect somebody, sexy purple body.. she got service road curves, and highway eyes..the road to her soul, just follow the road signs..and holla if you hear me, i love it when she near me, i hate when she away.. 'cause satan will see the day, that hell freeze over before i let her go, and let one of you bi*&h ni$^as get her no no no.. you dont know how to treat her... you dont know that i need her... hey...do you know that i need ya? Cuz baby right now it feels like the whole world is against me.. ever since the death of gregory...But me im up in the studio me and my drank..me and my drank, me and my drank..Im up in the studio me and my drank, me and my drank, me and my drank

ugly words

grope
feverish
lavish
snort
crude
orange
move
sour
ignoramus

Bad Idea

A really bad idea that i've attempted to do is jump my bike off a ramp that loads and unloads deisel trucks. This was when i was about 10 or 11 years old and me and my friends always road bikes everywhere and would dare eachother to do crazy things. But mine was by far the most dangerous and stupid thing ever. Soo as i sped up to take the jump i just went on and did it to get it over with, when i jumped i landed perfect but my tires popped and i went flyings over the handlebars, i busted my head open, my face was bleeding, my elbows, knees, and forearms where all bleeeding. Funny thing is i just got up, walked my bike home, told my mamaw i needed a bath and got badaid up. I'd never do that again!

12

These next twelve months will just come and go like the past, what happens happens. The only thing about a new year is you get to start fresh and try to fix the mistakes you made last year and move on.

I just look at it the way Tupac Shakur did.
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months over analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, should’ve, would’ve happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the *&%$ on."

superstition

A superstition like not wearing your favorite teams jersey on game dey and they'll lose or break a mirror and have bad luck for 7 years are things i don't believe in, i think everything just happens for a reason and if u have put in your head that hey imma break this mirror and imma have bad luck for 7 years then it's going to seam like everyday is a bad day b/c you beilieve and lean on that.

2010

My new years resolution is more than just one or two things but my main thing is for me to save money. I also want to change alot of things in my life and change for the better. Knowing that high school will be over in less than 5months is both a good and bad thing but it helping me with my new years resolutions, i want to be in some form of the military and start to become a police officer