late march

it's late march
i'm on a march until my mouth is parched
the birds come out, the sun stay shinnen
now i kno it's that time to start grinden
he's a star u can't miss him shinen
im just here get all mine and
then some, leave bullets on the ground like chip crumbs
i'm not dumb, never been a bump
so keep to ya self or i can get to beatin like a drum
thats plain and simple
put the red beam to ur head like a pimple
stab knives in ya skin, simply dimples
i'm not lien this all from my brain
it's insane that the kids not the same
but ur right he's different, as different can be
just slip on ya shirt, ya arms in the T
cause even me has a hard time bein me
i'll never change, i'll stay like pine leaves
just give me one garantee
and just remember....always remember.....me

Coolest Technology

The coolest Technology i have by far is my ipod nano! Music is like my personal american express, i never leave home without it. With my ipod i have all my favorites on one device so any song that pops in my head i just click search and play it on my ipod. Whoever created this genious piece of technology deserves every penny because it is fantastically out of this world, crazy, amazing, awesome! Without my ipod i guess i'd just have a cd player or whatever but my ipod and ipod home and everything ipod is most definate the coolest and best IMO!

Inspiration-different

Music and Poetry is what drives me, it's what i call MY inspiration. Without music not just my life but life in general would be terrible and i don't know what i would do honestly. 24/7 i'm listenting, thinking, dreaming, singing and breathing music. It's what calms me down, what keeps me sane and what motivates me to be successful and it's my way to get certain things off my chest is by Rapping, Writing or listening to music. Depending on the mood i'm in is what i determine what to say and how i say things. Like for instance, a normal person could say, "i'll shoot you"..i would say.."i'll not only shoot u, but ya family too, then watch them bleed like SUWOO"..see, now that made you thing twice about it. I just love saying creative things that pop in my head, like for instance.."i'm no hero, no savior, no cape cruesador..i'm more of a villen..like darth vador"..get it? simple and easy, and ten times better than saying.."i'm a villen. "That's why i'm different, i think different, i intrepret things different and say what i want how i want...different!(:

Cry

had me convinced that i just wasnt enough

me and you fussin and fighten cussin all of that stuff

now i know that might've done you wrong

didnt know id pay so long till you did the same

i kno i done you wrong, i was makin it up to you

i aplogized in a million ways

but i thought that was that

but i guess you got me back

didn't know it'd be like that but you did the same

now we're caught in a circle, a constant battle

the day that you hurt me the clouds cast a Shadow

and i hope you're happy we're even now

so cry, baby, cry

let me see you cry, cry, cry

i need to see you cry, cry cry

until your tears run dry, dry dry

like the deserts need the rain

want ya tears to fall down on me

Lights Off

i'm sick and tired of bein sick and tired it's you that i'm missen
it's like my brain is wired up and there's a glich in my system
you're like a drug and now my blood won't stop itchin'
i'm in critical condition, someone let me outta this prison
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn that you are still my baby
i'm ona merry go around, goin around driven me crazy

that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned the lights off
wont somebody, anybody please just turn the lights on
i wont take a step, i cant see what's cummin next
cause' losing you is like someone just turned all the lights off
i cant see at all (at all, at all, at all)
cant see at all (no, oh no)
cant see at all (at all)
cause it's just like somebody just turned all the lights off
i don't understand how one minute i had it all

now i cant reach you cause i'm tied up with this straight jacket on
i can't breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
i cant see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
it's like my mind is playin tricks on me lately
i coulda sworn you were still my baby
i'm ona merry go round, goin around it's driven me crazy
that's why it feels like losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights offffff

drop the world

I seea I.V in my veins,
tears in my eyes,
hate in my heart,
your love on my mind
We've had a night full of pain,
days aren't the same,
you catch the sunrise..i'll catch the rain.
I search but cant find,
hurt but wont cry,
i work and forevor try,
but i'm cursed so nevermind,
and whats worse is better times
seem further and beyond.
Heaven gets higher..the more that i climb
the light gets smaller.. and i get bigga
tryna get into the gates...no room forea nigga
but, soon forea nigga it be on mu'fu*&a
cause' all this bullshhh done made me strong mu'fu*&a
so im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drop it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
bi*&h im'ma pick the world up and im'ma drpp it on ya fu&*in head...yeah
and i can die now rebirth muthafu*&a
hop up in my spaceship and leave earth muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
muthafu*&a i'm gooooooone..
i'm gooooone....

hmm...

im just writing some blogs
im finally out the fog
leapin like a frog
im over this log
no need to brag
i rep the red flag
pickin up my feet.. i dont got time to drag
ha ha ha ha
now thats my laugh
higher than the kneck of a giraffe
this is on behalf
of all your staff
my eyes on the win like the last half
picasso paintings all in my head
i'm already ahead
ya heard what i said?
strong like led
if ur sick i'm dead
yabadabadoooooo.... like fred
like germs imma spread
you, you can just fled
needle and the thread
you are just toast, i'm fresh like bread
likes snakes i shed
all the bullshits off me
wilder than a banshee
wouldn't you agree?
i came out the debri
pulled out the inner me
never on my knees
always on my feet
who could disagree?
we was like pods in a pea
to my heart u had the key
but i hadda flee
cause me and u will never ever be
now i got three, ones named bre
she could be a one nighty or my wife-ey
but thats just the truth.. and i know it hurts
but i'm not dry and im out this desert
im not your dessert
this isnt what i deserve
imma make the turn
no more looking past the curve
thats my word
i'm fly like a brid
now thats absurd
is ur vision blurred?
bc what i preferred... never occured..
so now i deffer
to the second half
im feelin new like i stepped out the bath
or i stepped up to bat
my tires arent flat
a long road ahead.. thats a fact
we we're just abstract
never in tact
if u blocked i'd get sacked
u never had my back
this is how i react
i'm gone....and i'm never cummin back!